finally married my darling ler.. ^^

yesterday was the day, a memorable day for me, finally i marry with my dar dar le.. ^^ n yesterday oso the 3rd years me with my ex, if i still with him.. >< haiz..on the same day, happi n sad happen in same times..but nvm, from now on i got my dar dar.. im alone but im not lonely, coz i got my dar... ^_^ i love you darling..muahh muahh.. ^^

1st day to work..~~

wee..~ today is my 1st day work leh,hapi hapi... ^_^ ofcoz erli in the morning whn i wake up, 1st thing is to sms my darling lo..muackss..~~ ^^ thn go wash face n prepare.. aft tat sms dar, say im done..thn dar ask me sms her whn im lunch,thn i gib her a kiss n ask her to rest more...
1st day to work, is to go in to clean room..lolx...inside the room reli 1 dust oso canot be thr,coz once a dust get into the crystal, thn whole IC can throw into dustbin edi, haha..so btr be careful.. >_<" aft tat my manager show me the function of another machines, thr is a chcking process & blowing process...chcking process is to make sure don hv any cracks crystal on the KARIN..wat is a karin leh?is a place to fit in a crystal so tat can use it in handphone, laptop,pc n etc...~~ ok, the blowwing process, aft the chcking process thn go blowwing process, as u see the proces name blowwing, so u know tat is a process to blow away the dust b4 going nx step.. XD clean room is a vry important part of a process of making wafer n IC, it hv to make sure the quality of products are always the best, we all are serious in working...no play play.. >< when time reach to bak home, wee..~~ 1st thing is to go office 1st coz need to take medical chck up paper n my name tag,haha...thn aft tat sms my darling...~~ miss her so much, bcoz of wear that angkasawan suit tats y i cant take out my fon..T_T huhu..~ plss forgive me dar, i miss u so much.....~~~~~ muaaakkssssss.......



a angkasawan suit is balut my whole body, tats y keep sweating although inside got air-cond.. ><

yippee.. ^-^

today is the day i fill up my application for my job seeking.. ><>< aft dinner start cht with dar in msn while playing ffs ^_^ my pet all let me raise high high value ler, but still lack of cash,huhu.. T_T

p/s : juz now my sis call home, she sick le..soul throut, cough n flu..vry wory her, ask her go see doctor oso don wan, reli wan cry out liao.. T_T sob sob...hope she faster finish bz her things n faster go see doctor...miss her so much.. >< haiz..hope she is fine..God plss bless her.. tq vry much..!!

wht shld i do..?

haiz..reli duno wat to do,wat shld i do?study or working?reli frustrated, other thn tat, me n my dad,relationship reli worst..i got try wanna fix it,but i cant..coz eritime when he talk to me, he sure scold me, still rmb a nite, tat time my dinner din eat full, so 12.30am stomach started to "yell" ...but i don wanna eat, so i decide drink a cup of milo, juz a cup of milo...haizz...he scold me, shout at me say : y dinner don eat?keep say wan diet but still eat late at this nite, i bo eat ar,i juz drink milo oni arr...y like tat oso wanna scold? my heart so pain..!!!!!! y my dad scold me bcoz of a cup of milo? fed up, reli fed up...disappointed..depress...haizz...heart pain..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

y muz human work so hard?

know why human word so hard in their life?~hahaha..sound interesting rite?

First day,God had created a cow. God said: "u need to work in the farm everyday from sunrise until sunset, provide milk to human and u can only eat grass. I give u 50 years living." Cow complain said: "i work so hard, but can only eat grass..i don't want, i want 20 years living, others all return to u." God agree.

Second day, God created monkey. He told the monkey said: "u need to entertain human by playing with your skill, but u can just eat banana. I give you 10 years living." Monkey complain said: "i need to entertain human but can only eat banana?i don't want, i want 10 years living enough, the others all return to u". God agree.

The third day, God created dog. He said: "u need to stand and bark at the door, eat the spare food of master. I give u 25 years living." Dog complain said: "need to bark everyday in front of the door, i don't like, i want 15 years living, the others return to u. God agree.

Fourth day, God creates human. He said: "u just need to eat, sleep and play, no need to do anything, just to enjoy in life, i give u 20 years living. Human complain said: "y i can't just live longer in this better life? God speechless. Human said again: "like that la, cow returned You 30 years living, monkey returned You 10 years living and dog too. So this all give to me, then i can live till 70 years old" God agree.

so this is the reasons why our first 20 years just need to eat, sleep and play. Start from 30 years old, we need to work like a cow to earn a living. The next 10 years after we retired, we need to act like a monkey to entertained our grandchildren. And the last 10 years, we used to stay in the house, like a dog sitting in front to watch over the door...........~~~~ (T.T)

hapi PaPa's day.. =)

last nite i hve a nightmare,quite scary..till this morning i frighten up by the nightmare,look at the clock,edi 10.30 in the morning,aft sending a morning msg to my dar,thn my mom came in to woke me n my sis..coz today is father's day,we celebrate it with my grandpa along by hving lunch in 1919 restaurant.. hmm.. preparing to go grandpa's hse, thn oni went to the restaurant..what i hve for the lunch leh..?hehe..got fishy, vege, prawns n etc...quite tasty,n i hve ate 2 bowl of rice,wahahaha.. (actually juz a small bowl) =.=" lolx...aft hving lunch, thn go to the comp shop look for the 16Gb pendrive which my dad said wanna buy for my sis to use during university period...quite jealous her, duno y, juz jealous..mb she get all the things which i don hve it...>.< sis brought a new game, name call never winter nights 2,but when wanna install this game, failed to load,lolx.. ~.~ so mummy ask her to bring out tonite to exchg another...i think aft the dinner will be going home ler, coz hve no where to go... o.o

today is father's day, i knw in my dad's heart, i cant compare with my sis,i knw he gib her the best,i knw she love her more than me..or mb i shldn't think like this..but no mater how,he still my dad,i love him as much as i can...he is my father,until the last breath i hve...in this precious day,i hope u can hear me say, I LOVE YOU, DADDY..!! love you so much..~~

depressed day...~

today university result coming out,vry nervous..edi get up on 10.30am,my dar awake me...aft tat 11 trying to chck the result frm the net,but it failed coz time chg to 12pm ler..i keep praying i can get the university,no mater which 1,i juz hope i can get...when time reach to 12,i take a deep breath,to login the website...and the final result is....... da da..~~ i failed to get my university..but at the same time,my little sister gets her,goverment provide her doctor in upm,she din feel excited coz doctor doesn't the course she want,she wan pharmacy..but wat to do,fate is like tat,hard to chg..juz like me.. T.T my dad so hapi to knw tat my sis get doctor,he try to call whole of my relatives to share this good news..my uncle said : Seow's family finally have a doctor le,my dad so proud of it..everyone is sharing the hapiness,except me...i feel hapi with my sis coz she get medic course,but im sad with myself..im tat useless,i knw in my parent's heart im nothing if compare with my sister...i reli feel so depress now,wat shld i do?when every of my relatives ask abt me,my dad juz said : cant get it..juz a simple word but hurt me so deep...i feel like i hve no place in this family..i try not to cry out,i try to be strong..yes i am,for the whole afternoon until i wrote this blog,my tears is droping down non stop,now oni i knw how suffer am i try to be strong..im weak inside..now i juz wanna cry out loudly....T.T i wanna cry out all my sadness,wanna cry out all the unfair to me....aft tat act like nth happen,put bak my mask...everything bak to normal agn....~~